Sunday, May 2, 2010
A faint whisper, nudging me to the edge
A sweet poison, the forbidden fruit
Temptation getting the better of prudence
A sinister aura, with a mirage of desires
Lucifer beckons, with a scepter and a gun.
Carried away ..... the weak, happily oblige
Intuition bellows a symphony of warning
A bitter sweet sensation rendering you confused
You reach out ,but just cant reach
blinded by angels ,you fumble around
A puppet in their hands, they move the strings.. Accordingly you sway.
Innocent unadulterated, played through the politics you fail
But try you must, for that's the part you play
Freedom you seek and for it, you pray
Ignorant and foolish, try as hard as you may
till the end of your days.. That's where you stay.
play your move, lest you are moved by the play
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Swimming down this funnel ,
Goin’ round and round..
Getting dizzy and thinking in circles..
You are digging deeper and deeper in the tunnel of love…
Blissfully swaying to the tune you are blank
A rollercoaster of emotions…
It’s a magnet bound to pull one day….
Buckling knees… a breath taking trip.
Mischievous as a brat… enchanting as a dream
Beckoning you to follow… pulled by passion you are dragged along..
Chasing the dream leaving all behind..
The damsels in line .. all dressed to the nines..
The dream only in sight you a climb a million flights..
Lost in a trance
Rain drops prance
Pleasant fragrances drift
In a whirlwind of thoughts
You run in circles
Reaching no where
Fumbling for words, awestruck you admire
Time slows .. the focus is stuck
All rest ignored, for the dream you fall
Dazed and spellbound, all you hear is the pipers call
Jiving to the beat the symphony you seek
The journey of a lifetime
Walking till you reach the horizon
Afloat the cloud you feel ecstatic
Relishing the experience with hunger and zeal
Atop the world you feel.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
thinking and wondering this i sat.
does it hurt when i cry ?
does it pain when i don't try?
questions haunt me but there's no reply
When i strain it hurts like hell
If its a wound its sure to swell
If otherwise only the heart can tell
I bend and break , i search and seek
for the answers which i cannot peek
lonely on this quest
only the answers shall put me to rest
An escapist i feel, devoid of morals making a cowardly run
but then i think- "Now is that done?"
I was a rationalistic chauvinist
but currently I'm in a fix,
For there are things i cannot explain
and there is pain i cannot reason
which vanishes like the season
Pain is what i like and fear alike.
the only thing that makes the difference is when it arises
and the reason remains the question
and the reason hence is the pain.
Soaring from the depths of my innards
Ready to erupt, ready to escape
To break the shackles I've bound it with
To make a change or an effort at least
To be someone, to be renown
By removing this tag of being unknown
But now this thirst has to be quenched
Corroding me from within
Begging me to let it win
To let it surge
And take the wheel
push the pedal and once again feel
Succumbing to the pleas
Give it a chance
…. A path, to make a mark
To do what I couldn't…
Only to lead me to Victory.
Thinking aloud that life aint fair
And one day i shall get my share
To you the reader i dare
Just you try and catch that hare
Restlessness only you shall bear
books and pages you shall tear
Then looking around in despair
With me you shall too sing this prayer
shedding inhibitions and without a care
thoughts flow but never end. ..
To change my ways i must take control..
Feel the time ticking, without a care
People carry on their work, Seemingly Oriented
Saying what they they Don't mean
expressing between the lines
you've got to crack the code
Listen to what they Don't say
They show concern and you almost believe
But alas, you trust no one
Always afraid to let go
Which you must and you know
You sit and think to take an action but never move
But was the thought futile? ....You can never decide..
Memories are vague but they haunt u nonetheless
You want to share but then the vicious cycle begins all over again
Confused you feel ; is it really so??
You are blank, and no one believes it so
Frustrated u feel, you don't know the cause
The result is your present state but where did it begin?
the chances of losing it are pretty fair
thoughts manifest, minds are rotting
they love by hating
they hate by loving
regret is what is their present
sorrow is all they see in the future
friends wither and fall
enemies bloom and blossom
preconceived notions eat them from within
some want to make amends others don't care
nothing seems to be fair
injustice prevails, hatred breeds
the emotions build silently in their innards
waiting for the right time to make
to make their outburst
to take us by surprise,
its like a game you don't want to play
but before you know you are playing it
you are losing it, you are "it"
but then comes your sanity
guiding you away from harm
away from all this
to a safe place
to help you
to keep you from harm
and alas you are fine
you feel normalcy prevail
you feel again and see though the obvious that it was you all along
and unnecessary complications that were thorns in your path
and you pledge to yourself that it will not happen again but then again that's..... another story.